Monday, March 21, 2011

When to just end it?

Have you ever wondered when something is just getting to far and when to just end it? Well right now I don't know what to do anymore. I am trying to have a relationship with someone and also get my work done. But with all the crap going on I can't handle it. I really want to keep the relationship going but I also just want to scream its over cause I don't know what to do. This person may not believe anything I say but I never was playing a trick on him, I never lied to him, and every time I said love you I meant it deep down in my heart. If this person does read this this is not a break up post this is just a venting post on not knowing what to do next.

I have too much work I need to get done and I feel I am being pulled in the direction of get your work done but this one person wants more attention. I am so confused right now I don't know how I am going to get all this done in 10 weeks. If I keep getting distracted by little things. Ahhhhhhh What to do next? I really just want to hit something and go scream.

I don't even know what else to put on this post right now. So I guess this will be a semi short post. I may come back and vent more later we will see.

1 comment:

abjjin said...

i know you meant it and i believe you and i haven't needed you to talk to me all the time like you are i want you to get your work done the time you need it done in