Problem

Okay I have this small problem that is actually really a big problem for me. Last time I was in this spot I went anti-social. I really didn't like the year I went anti-social. I didn't have any friends. I could talk to probably 1 person other than my adviser. The reason why I went anti-social is because I was dating one person, I liked another, and I knew someone else liked me. I didn't know what to do. So I just said forget everything and I kept to myself and didn't talk to really anyone. I think the only good thing that came out of that year is that I actually got a lot of work done.

During that year when I tried to make friends and talk to my old ones it felt a little weird. I was really starting to hate it. In the 5 years I have been at High Point I went from a really quiet person to enjoying being around friends, to honestly not caring what people think of me, to not talking to anyone, and now recently to I think of others before I think of myself. I have been told I need to worry about my feelings before I worry about others. If I did that I wouldn't be me.

Right now my problem is I am dating someone, I think someone else likes me, and I know someone else likes me. The big problem with this is I like the person I'm dating and I like the person who likes me. But I don't know what to do. I really hope my boyfriend backs off some. He is actually starting to drive me nuts. There have been a few times when I really wanted to just yell at him to leave me the hell alone. But for some reason I didn't.

I really want to just scream sometimes because I don't know what to do. I am hoping my cousin sends me back my book soon so I can read it for the 3rd time. It has helped me with a lot of my dating problems. The book is called "Dateable Are you? Are they? by, Justin Lookadoo and Hayley Morgan" I really hope I get it back soon so I can figure out what to do next.