Life is going way too fast. I want to be out of high school and out into the world. I want to be able to do things without getting in trouble for doing them. I don't want my Mom to come up around the corner and scare me and make me stop what I am doing. I want to feel like an adult and get to do things now not later. I want to talk on my phone when I want. There is so much more.
There is so much out there I want to do. But there is so much I cant do right now which makes me a little sad. I hate feeling like I can't do things. I hate having so much I have to do and not having the time to do it in. :( I hate feeling I am being held back on things. I say to myself and many others that I am not really to fly out of the cave but right now I really want to just spread my wings and explore the world and see what is out there for me. I am reaching for it but just can't grab it. It feels like the world is just out of my batty wing reach.
Life is not working for me right now. I want to have the world slow down so I can get stuff done but I want life to hurry up so I can get out of here. And fly out of the cave. My mind is so confused on so much and doesn't know what to do next right now.
Lord please help me. I dont know what to think or do right this minute. I have so much going through my mind and so much I want to do. Help me figure out what to do and when to do it. Help me stay away from all the distractions of guys and other things that distract me. help me get homework done so I can work on graduation stuff. I can not do any of this on my own. I would fail. I need your help. Please Lord help me get through school, homework, track practice, and meets, graduation and everything else in my life. I need you to take over everything in my life and show me how to do it your way and keep Satan away. Amen.
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