A fun night

I had such a fun night tonight. My friend Brian came over and I helped him with his homework assignment. Then the two of up went to the area where he lives and showed me around. I got to see this beautiful waterfall and I wanted to stay there longer. For some reason looking at waterfalls are very relaxing. We then walked around the park a little bit while he showed me some very beautiful creations God put on this Earth. When we got back to the car we went to another location but it was too dark to see it.

Then we came home and I took my roommate to work cause her car broke down. I was asked to pick her up at 11:30pm, so I drove around a bit so I would be awake when that time came. I got gas and then got a text saying she didn't need a ride home but would need someone to let her in cause she didn't have her keys. I came home and grabbed her keys and brought them too her.

While I was there I found out that she doesn't want my friend to come over cause he creeps her out. Then she said that he could be over but not when she is around....you know what then?...I guess when ever I want to hang out with my friend I just won't have him come here. There are a lot of things that go on here at this apartment that I don't like but I just deal with it.

Right now I feel like I am back to my Junor year of high school. Everyone disappoves of the guy I like and they do all they can to make me get really confused and not know what to do. Last time I listened to everyone and wasn't happy with my dission. This time I don't want to listen to them because I don't want it to end up like it did last time.

If I find out God tells me this guy isn't for me then things may be different. But right now I don't want to and more than likely won't listen to my roommates who think differently. This is my life and they don't have any say in what I do.

I will be praying and asking God to show me what he desires in my life. And where he wants this to go. I am putting this all into his hands and having less drama for me on this one.